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Friday, 11 December 2009
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好久没来了，今日特来随便写一点。
心脏检查的报告出来了，没事！谢天谢地吗？倒不这么夸张。报告没事不代表真的没事。因为昨天作早班，前天放工灌了罐啤酒下肚。为的是能让自己睡得了。谁知到了凌晨三点多突然胸口痛得不得了，从睡梦中醒来直喘气。好一会儿又迷迷糊糊地睡着了。
同事们都劝我解酒。其实我不会酗酒，更不可能喝得酩酊大醉（难道不怕被家人发现吗？才没这么笨。。。虽然很想试试喝醉的感觉）。其中一名同事更是眼泛泪光说希望我别在睡梦中暴毙，要不然我奶奶肯定哭死。她的一句：“I will miss you.”深深地感动了我。心里决定不再与她谈论这种话题了。
其实事情也未必会发展到这种地步，那也太夸张了吧？如今我只是担心明年，因为明年将会是我的第四个“五年运”。别说我迷信！！宁可信其有嘛！某人曾讲过，我的人生道路坎坷，但有些事情到了最后总能逢凶化吉。就算我真的四十岁前离开，我也应该去享受人生。
现在满脑子里想着到哪儿去旅行、吃些什么好吃的、看些什么好看的。公司所举办的每一次聚餐、每一回卡啦OK，我都踊跃参与，为的是留下美好的回忆。
下个星期天举办卡啦OK兼Michelle生日派队兼提前圣诞派队，我决定拍下照片、录下影像。这些生活小细节虽然看起来不起眼，但能提醒我，这些事曾发生过，我们曾这样快乐过。
为什么当初没和阿宝拍过照？回忆起当初老是缠着她谈天、谈心。回忆起当初我们的年中自助餐Mary是如何骗阿宝将筷子夹着的日本芥末吞进肚子里，然后看着她满脸通红、欲哭无泪的样子。也回忆起当初漏了一份报告未打就关机，被Michelle骂得狗血淋头。她是如何亲切地关上灯，掩饰我那快要掉出来的液体。
我不想再靠脑海记着他们的脸孔，深怕其它事会占据他们的回忆。我要靠照片与影像。就算某一天他们不再了，至少还有东西能勾起我们的回忆。
有回忆，才是人生。
Monday, 10 August 2009
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今天做早班，放工在算钱时michelle进来对jackie说见到她的女儿很怕生，见到她头放得低低的。没多久又出去了。
几分钟后michelle竟拖着jackie女儿的手带进来chief cashier room，逗弄她看妈妈在哪里。jackie女儿走向jackie，鼻子红红、好委屈地流眼泪了。每个人都笑话，叫道：“ 惨了！惨了！下雨了”。jackie正在算钱，对着女儿的哭没办法。一把抱起女儿一边哄她、一边算钱。女儿也好给面子地停止啼哭，但仍然是委屈的样子。
这时候我好想哭。已经不知多久没这感觉了。怎知道今天见到这一幕，眼睛不经意地湿了。
真的好想好想妈咪。不知以前妈咪也有经常这样呵护我、疼爱我、哄着我吗？见到jackie哄女儿的样子，真的好慈祥。
Ah leong见到我这样子，说不如我做她女儿，弄得我真的流出眼泪。
真的好想从小到大都是和妈妈一起长大。希望一路陪伴我的、分享我的喜怒哀乐的都是我妈妈。
不知妈咪现在过得怎样。
但愿一切安好。。。。
Thursday, 23 April 2009
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Went to c doctor last nite regarding my hand.. gotten a refer letter and mc for today!! haha.. michelle looks sad..
The doctor gaven me a stronger medicine to apply.. bt after went home to apple, my wounds became more pain.. dunno the doctor pro anot one..
Clinic opens at 7.15pm, the nurse said doctor havent reach yet, will be here by 7.45pm. In the end guess wat? The doctor reached by 8.05pm. Clinie closes at 9.15pm. One hour for the patients to queue, what's the doctor doing???
My appointment will be on 27th april in the afternoon, jus nice is on my off day. No nd change off day no nd take leave.
Now jus wait for the check up.
Saturday, 18 April 2009
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So long nv come update liao.. haha
Brought myself a netbook.
Cost me $599, is cheap rite? can surft internet quite fast, as long it suits my needs can already.
Now nth much bothers me, jus onli my skin!!
My hand has been from bad to worst, getting more and more itchy... sob..
Tis condition has been ard one month, dunno wat causes tis.
My colleagues said is cos i ate seafood, bt all along i've been eating seafood and nth happens.
Recently i nv eat mush seafood and suddenly became like tis!!!
Became so ugly....... eeeeee!!!
Jackie asked me to go specialist check up, cos my skin sensitive has been v jia lak. Want me check my heart oso, cos last time i've cancel the appointment.
Maybe in future i'll go for these check up again, bt not now......
*signing off*
Tuesday, 17 February 2009
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I'm alright now.
Sorry for those who worries about me.
Thanks for your concern.
likuen88
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